why am I so weak?
So yesterday there was a party at a very good friends house. I promissed to go, even if i didnt want to. So when I was there, I only wanted to drink A SINGLE glas of wine!
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so at the end of the evening I was drunk.
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I will start again. I will start again. I will start again. I will start again.
I need to be thin.
I wish I could cut all my fat off.
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intake feb 25th???
it’s been a horrible horrible horrible day! I’ve been depressed all the time and I didn’t really want to eat much but I did of course. and I am still eating..
I think I know my mistake : I have eaten way too less calories a day.. “My fitess pal” told me to have 1200 but I’ve had less than 800 a day. Someone told that this behaviour would mkae me binge, but I didn’t believe it.
Well guess I’ll have my 3lbs back very soon.
the other mistake is: I haven’t worked out because I was depressed the whole week… couldn’t sleep at night and felt tired the other day.
This needs to change!!!
So I got myslef new pills that will help me to sleep, so I can be fit the other day.
I need to work out!!!
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binged.
had a lot of chocolate and peanuts… I was so proud of myself for having less than 800cal today.. but now i’ve probably had a total of 1500 or something. … fuck it.
Calories intake feb 24th
Breakfast:
Oatmeal with Kiwi and low fat milk (yum yum yum!!! I love Oatmeal with milk and whatever fruit in it!!!) (361)
Snack
1 Apple (81)
Dinner
100gr Pangasius ( 71)
soup with vegetables (30)
1/2 corncob (116) (why did I eat this….)
total: 708
Maybe I’ll have some fruit later. I’d love to have some dark chocolate, but I feel way too fat for this. It has been a horrible day btw.. even if I had a “normal” breakfast I felt terribly fat and disgusting. Cried all the time..silently. It’s “him” .. he makes me eat, he makes me starve he makes me think he makes me cry.
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30 Day Weight Loss Challenge - 3. A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?
I’d say Mosshart is my current “thinspiration”. It’s not that I really want to BE like her, and I’m not a goddamn fangirl. But I think she’s a beatiful person and has a great body. She dresses the way SHE likes to have it, and no matter what she wears - it looks great because of her shape. So everytime I’m about to eat cake or chocolate I think of her legs and it makes me feel fat and full so I grab an apple ;)
lost 3 Lbs in a week :)
Hope I won’t gain them again.. currently I’m 75,1kg…
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2:20 - Rest
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3:20 - Rest
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